Open Letter to Vladimir Putin on Ebola—Just In Case You’re Not Clear

Thanks, Alfred.  ~ BP

Open Letter to Vladimir Putin on Ebola

Dear Mr. Putin,

It is very odd to write you, but you have been a sane presence in a world the Western elite is tearing apart, and I am so deeply grateful.  I am writing now because I have children and grandchildren and I am desperate to find a way to stop the global elites’ plan for mass murder here.  One night I thought there would be hope if only the truth could be spoken above the barrage of US and global media lies.  And then I thought of you, who has done exactly that at least twice, quietly delivered truths that stopped mass murder.

Many Americans were grateful for your actions in stopping a war against Syria wanted to much by the US, in your simply asking for proof of who had the weapons and asking about having authorities go into Syria to check.

We also have seen your immense restraint in the face of endless and deadly provocations from Kiev (controlled by our government).  And when the Malaysian plane was shot down and Western media was ready with lie after scripted lie to blame Russia or the Russian speaking people in the southern part of Ukraine, we saw you simply ask basic questions, asking for evidence that had not been provided by Kiev.  And we saw you deliver Russia’s data freely.  You brought truth that had been suppressed.  You held steady until, as in Syria, the truth has slowly come out.

While the world’s attention was focused by the Western powers on two outrageous things they caused – the downing of Malaysian plane and the attack on Gaza (both starting the day after the BRICS alliance was announced) – another thing began unnoticed.  It is the Ebola outbreak in Sierra Leone.  It occurred around a US bioweapons lab funded by George Soros and Bill Gates.  The world is now becoming aware of Ebola but is not getting the truth and has not seen it yet for what it really is.  It is a US and New World Order military operation using disease as the means to bring in UN and NATO troops and the WHO, to take control of countries and populations, and kill millions to billions by vaccines and other means.

Tulane University is working at the bioweapons lab in Sierra Leone.  It had previously worked with the CIA in weaponizing the polio vaccine that caused AIDS in Africa.  http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/origins-aids/  The bioweapons lab at Fort Detrick, Maryland that sent out weaponized anthrax  used threaten to two Senators opposed Bush’s plan for war in Iraq, and to push through pandemic emergency laws we are now facing.  Those laws and WHO “health regulations and Bush and Obama presidential orders arrange for martial law, seizure of everything here, and arrange for mass murder.  The Western oligarchs have written in means to profit as each person is taken away, and those who take public away would cash in for doing so.

They plan to take everything.  http://www.thenewamerican.com/usnews/constitution/item/14989-obama-executive-orders-nationalizing-energy-food-water-everything-else

According to Mr. Neil Keenan, they plan to kill 268 million people here, or 3/4 of the population.  (http://neilkeenan.com/neil-keenan-update-the-last-line-of-defense/)

The mass media is entirely controlled here by the bankers and the pharmaceutical industry  http://www.medicalveritas.org/MedicalVeritas/Volume_7%3B_Number_2_January,_2011.html  so there is little way to interrupt the juggernaut that they have begun, each day with more lies about Ebola spreading, about it being out of control, about it having a 90% fatality rate, about quarantine centers opening, about a rush for vaccines, and now about the Food and Drug Administration just approving a test for Ebola.

That test is like everything else this government is doing – a rigging of science and reality, and in a way meant to kill.  It always gives a positive indication of Ebola.  http://birdflu666.wordpress.com/2014/08/11/fda-authorizes-uses-of-an-unapproved-ebola-test-which-may-never-show-negative-for-ebola/

The reality is that Ebola is easily containable  http://presstv.com/detail/2014/08/09/374593/ebola-threat-real-or-false-flag/  Dr. Garth Nicolson stated the reassuring words in a an interview just recently.  (It may not even be here, except in government hands, or injected into those 50,000 immigrants the government induced to come here and then immediately scattered across the country ).  Dr. Nicolson is one of the leading scientists in the world http://www.immed.org/reachus.htm  and someone who risked his life to expose the anthrax vaccines which killed over 30,000 of our service people forced to take it.   He wrote about this in his book, Project Day Lily: An American Biological Warfare Tragedy.  http://www.projectdaylily.com/book.htm

Ebola is easily curable as well.  http://www.naturalhealth365.com/natural_cures/ebola-virus-thomas-levy-1095.html  It only takes vitamin C at IV level doses. The force of the cure can be seen in this 60 Minute video of a man who doctors said had H1N1 and should be removed from life support.  http://www.3news.co.nz/Living-Proof-Vitamin-C—Miracle-Cure/tabid/309/articleID/171328/Default.aspx  Instead, he was given IV vitamin C at high doses and is alive and well today.

Here is a video of the NZ lecture on Vitamin C after the cure there. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1kD3BolXnE

Here is simple explanation of how this was possible, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e07P6rj2Xx8 which changes everything about how one views disease and health.  The video is also the one missing in this article on the Dawn of a New Age of Medicine: Physics Offers A Unified Field Theory of All Disease  http://yupfarming.blogspot.com/2010/10/dawn-of-new-medical-age-and-collapse-of.html

Here is a powerpoint presentation on what it can do.  http://www.peakenergy.com/downloads/VC.NZ.Sept.2010.pdf

Here is a video of Vitamin C’s endless cures as well as its total safety and the extreme costs to any government of not using it.  http://www.medfoxpub.com/cgi-bin/htmlos.cgi/medfoxnews/PrimalPanacea.html

Here is a video of a lecture on vitamin C to professionals, with an overview of its cures.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpptUsJFCEY

One molecule – in contrast to nuclear weapons which can cause endless diseases and even destroy the world – can free the world from all diseases and it can save the world from the Western banking elite who have been causing all the wars.

The Western elite are inseparable from the pharmaceutical industry that put Hitler into office   http://www4.dr-rath-foundation.org/PHARMACEUTICAL_BUSINESS/history_of_the_pharmaceutical_industry.htm

And they are now behind a plan to murder not just in the US but worldwide in the billions, to take global control.  One can see their depravity and their plans here.  http://jhaines6.wordpress.com/2014/08/07/the-elite-decapitation-and-obamacare-by-william-davies-this-is-big-very-very-big-and-connected-to-the-ebola-false-flag-j/

You can see their connections to the Bushes here  http:/rense.com/general7/gw.htm .
Henry Kissinger may not rest in peace for his murderous role in all of this.  http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/a-universal-declaration-of-resistance-to-mandatory-vaccinations/

“National Security Council Document 20506: Implications of Worldwide Population Growth for U.S. Security and Overseas Interests –
This 1974 memorandum drafted by Henry Kissinger led directly to the unleashing of experimental vaccines on the unsuspecting public. It sighted countries as targets for “initial population reduction experimentation to be implemented around the year 2000”. They identified India, Bangladesh, Pakistan, Nigeria, Mexico, Indonesia, Brazil, Philippines, Thailand, Egypt, Turkey, Ethiopia & Columbia for study. 3 million Filipinos ages 12-48 were given a test vaccine that ruined their health. North American Black & Native American Women were each given the same vaccine resulting in sterility rates of 25% & 35% respectively. The directive came from the WHO and was directly tied to Kissinger’s report.

http://www.danielestulin.com/ver.php?id=160
http://www.danielestulin.com/ver.php?id=161

“It followed a 1972 report (Bulletin #47) issued by the World Health Organization which referred to an immune virus requested which would selectively destroy the Human T Cell System, to be distributed in conjunction with a Nationwide vaccination program “to observe the results”. This coincided precisely with the extensive Small Pox vaccination program in central Africa – shortly preceding the outbreak of Aids in Africa, America & elsewhere. The determining factor most common in Aids victims is the breakdown of the T Cell System in the body. Another coincidence.”
Memo 1:http://drcarley.com/pdf/WHO_Memo_1_searchable.pdf
Memo 2:http://drcarley.com/pdf/WHO_Memo_2_Searchable.pdf

The US knows that vitamin C is powerful for health and is a total threat to the pharmaceutical industry which is why they have been doing so much to stop its use in adequate enough amounts to be effective.  https://jhaines6.wordpress.com/2014/06/25/do-not-fail-to-read-a-follow-up-to-the-flu-is-not-the-flu-the-public-needs-to-what-the-fda-has-been-doing-to-ban-the-production-of-essential-iv-solutions-and-to-shut-down-compounding-pharma/

The letter is to ask you if you would once again ask some simple questions as you have with Syria and the Ukraine, only this time, would you ask questions of the world about the militarized Ebola “pandemic” ?  Would you give the world some simple truths about Vitamin C’s capacity to cure Ebola, so people are not longer frightened and the true global military purpose of Ebola, in one moment, becomes exposed to the public?

A word from you will be heard around the world.  It could be enough to stop the guillotines and gas chambers and concentration camps set up here.  http://jhaines6.wordpress.com/2014/08/07/the-elite-decapitation-and-obamacare-by-william-davies-this-is-big-very-very-big-and-connected-to-the-ebola-false-flag-j/  It might be enough to save Africans who have already been sterilized, sickened or murdered in the millions by the WHO and US using different kinds of weaponized vaccines.

Could BRICS offer millions of bags of solutions of IV vitamin C as a gesture of friendship to countries in need?  The US is one such country because the government has gone so far to stop IV vitamin C cures that it has worked to remove access even to the normal bags of fluids for hospitals use.  https://jhaines6.wordpress.com/2014/06/25/do-not-fail-to-read-a-follow-up-to-the-flu-is-not-the-flu-the-public-needs-to-what-the-fda-has-been-doing-to-ban-the-production-of-essential-iv-solutions-and-to-shut-down-compounding-pharma/

Questions about Ebola and truth about vitamin C and offers of IVC will not make you better friends with the Western elite who are trying to create WWIII against you, but it will make you billions of grateful friends among the people of the world threatened now with mass genocide, and many will cry in relief to learn that we can all be free of disease, inexpensively and easily.  And it will make you a hero to all the world which is waiting for the Western elite to be stopped, so peace and justice and health can come to our beautiful, beautiful world.

If you could again ask a few simple questions that the whole world needs to hear, maybe we could have peace and I can look at my grandchildren and only think about how wonderful they are and what they are doing and about making little things for them.

Please, would you help us?  They plan to murder us and our children.

With all best wishes,
An American who is extremely thankful that Russia has given the world you at this moment in history.

P.S.  Included are two pdf’s with much more detailed information.

Download Injunction

http://exopolitics.blogs.com/files/injunction.pdf

Download Evidence for Injunction

http://exopolitics.blogs.com/files/evidence-for-injunction.pdf

 

Source: Open Letter to Vladimir Putin on Ebola

http://exopolitics.blogs.com/breaking_news/2014/08/open-letter-to-vladimir-putin-on-ebola.html

Common Law Grand Jury Files against State of New York Supreme Court & Notifies Sheriffs

Thank you, Drake, for this update.

As I mentioned in a previous post, John Darash and crew are moving forward quickly with the spring cleaning in the courts—beginning with New York State. 

Canada, the UK, Ireland and Australia have also expressed an interest in doing likewise in their respective jurisdictions. Other countries will follow.

You can view the Summons here to named parties.

You can view the memo to the Sheriffs here.

BIG things are happening, folks.  Do you hear that tell-tale sucking sound? The cabal and its minions are going down the drain.

This is our future: No more gold-fringed flags in the courtroom signifying maritime or statutory law; No more corrupt politicians or judges; No more attorneys in governance; No more incentive programs to put as many people in jail as possible to line officials’ pockets—and that’s just for starters!

The Constitution and other founding documents will dictate how we govern.

Transparency in all things. THAT is our future and it will be a very sweet victory indeed.

Visit the National Liberty Alliance web site for more information.

 

VITALLY Important Information about SwissIndo

typical mask worn at cirebon ceremony

‘D’ at Removing the Shackles shared this titillating development.  ~ BP

VITALLY Important information about SwissIndo – more to come

Please take note of this!  THIS is VITAL information that people need to know and understand.  I am pulling together some more information this evening and will post it in the next few hours.  Please share this information!!!

https://www.facebook.com/notes/linda-bee/letter-of-resignation-from-un-swissindo-by-pieta-morgan/10152586833573986

Letter of Resignation From UN SwissIndo by Pieta Morgan

28 January 2014 at 08:02

The following is a copy of a Letter of Resignation from the UN SwissIndo submitted by Pieta Morgan.  This is being shared with the permission of Pieta who desires this information be known worldwide.  Please feel free to share or tag anyone you feel may benefit from this information or can disprove her claims.

Read the letter…

Update on the NSA’s Surveillance and Edward Snowden

Suggest you visit Richard Presser’s blog for a comprehensive update on this and a letter from Edward Snowden directly to the people of Brazil.  Thanks, Richard. ~ BP

Richard says:

As you may know, a US Judge has ruled strongly against the NSA’s blanket surveillance, ruling it unconstitutional (it seems that still has some meaning in the US, although has mostly been skirted around).

This article from the N.Y. Times entitled A Powerful Rebuke of Mass Surveillance gets to the essence of things.

Also, Edward Snowden has recently sent an open letter to the Brazilian people, and given we hear very little directly from him, I produce it in full below. You can find it here.

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Lt. Col. Roy Potter (Ret.) on our Dire Situation [video]

Thank you to Extraterrestrials.ning.com for sharing.

For those finding it difficult to decide whether now is the time for The Event or if it would be better to wait, this may be helpful. 

When the oathkeepers like the police and the military believe they must blindly carry out whatever orders they are given without considering what is right and wrong using their heart, tyranny can easily result. ~ BP

Vote here

AWAKEN TO OUR AWFUL SITUATION

Published on 1 Dec 2013

Time for our awareness to cause action. The evil in our government is constantly seizing more and more power through manipulating us. Paramount is Charles Krauthammer’s article in the Washington Post titled “The Outbreak of Lawlessness.” The link is below to his article and I include a letter I wrote to friends and family. I discuss Oathkeepers, Chuck Smith (smithfix), and gun confiscation in NY and CA. Here below are the links I refer to in the video:

Charles Krauthammer
(My Letter First)

Friends and Family,

Am I thankful? Yes, to God and many things, but NOT this lawless and tyrannical government that give us NOTHING to thank it for!!!
We have witnessed the complete breakdown of our Constitutional Democratic Republic…and Congress acts like it goes along. YES! Even the Republicans (even George Bush, guys). Sorry, but it is just so. No one, I MEAN NO ONE, has the guts to stop this who can!! Silence equals agreement-even complicity. Throw out any need for an oath of office and defending the Constitution, these criminals do what they please when they please, this is NOT the government the law enforcement agencies and military swore to uphold. The worthless armed goons and thugs of the establishment witness this lawlessness by those in power and do nothing but write tickets to the little people for revenue gathering, or like the TSA, harass and violate the rights of all Americans and revel in it. When the people see their government wholly violate the law, what example does that give them? This is destruction and it is well underway. The Soviet Union had nothing this gang in Washington D.C. has not done, and D.C. has done far worse. We are the reincarnation of the Soviet Union on steroids, one far worse because at least the Soviet regime pretended to obey its own laws! Our regime breaks our laws openly and with impunity and disregard!!

Think I am making a big deal of nothing? Look at Texas, nullifying Obamacare and beginning secessionist plans (as I said they would). Look at Montana, Wyoming, and, can you believe!!!!, California nullifying the indefinite detension part of NDAA (as well and good Brown should have. At least he did one thing right)! Secessionist movement even by counties in Colorado and California. Yes, I know, these rumblings have happened before. But, this time, we are seeing a vastly different, what I call, order of battle. The nation is being ripped apart, and that by design.

Well, I hope you all realize I took my oath seriously, and there are others who are doing the same (most keep a lower profile than me, or guard their pensions with more gentle whining). My youtube site is reaching quite a few; but talk is cheap albeit necessary. I am now usually referring people to other more accomplished and less tainted commentators.

My problem is that people think this will pass them by. “Stay quiet, mind your own business, and you will be all right,” they say. Do they know what the end game is here? Do they not remember the Greek Philosopher who said, “You might not be interested in politics, but politics is ALWAYS interested in you.” Do they not learn from history? Do they not consider the Stalinist and Maoist purges? How about Pol Pot in Cambodia? How about the fact that the US is funding and training Al Qaeda and ADMITS it!!??!! If you do not know where this is going, I suggest you study it out in the papers and books of people like Zbignew Brezezinski, Henry Kissinger, John Holdren, and literally a hundred others.

Do I know what to do? OF COURSE!!! But, as most of you know, my name is not welcome in most societies, even the ones that oppose this wicked regime. But, I am here, and will stand ready anytime I am asked. God help us, but we turned our back on Him a long time ago!

What got me going today?

Below is an article by Charles Krauthammer of the Washington Post, no less!! There are NOT enough of these. I doubt he is ever invited to the White House, or even the Congressional Press Room. Must be a good guy! I wonder how long the WP will keep him?
Roy

AN OUTBREAK OF LAWLESSNESS
WASHINGTON POST
Charles Krauthammer

http://www.washingtonpost.com/opinion…

Chuck Smith (Smithfix)

WE ARE YOUR ENEMY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ombh0…

AMERICANS ARE NOT YOUR ENEMY, BUT OUR GOVERNMENT IS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFcmfj…

Oathkeepers

OATH KEEPERS EMERGENCY COLLAPSE PLAN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iyVAa…

WHY OATH KEEPERS ARE UNDER ATTACK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5qQjU…

Russia Stymies Snowden’s Extradition

I didn’t know about this letter until now. Thank goodness the Russian government has some scruples because I don’t believe a word the US government says. There ARE things WORSE than death—particularly at the hands of the Illuminati. It wouldn’t be the first time Holder lied. Department of Justice????

US Letter “says” Leaker Won’t Face Death Penalty

Putin has so many bargaining chips now over Snowden. He can sit, take the moral high ground, and play serious politics over this.

THE NEW YORK TIMES
By MICHAEL S. SCHMIDT
and STEVEN LEE MYERS
Published: July 26, 2013

WASHINGTON — Attorney General Eric H. Holder Jr. said in a letter sent to the Russian minister of justice this week that the United States would not seek the death penalty against Edward J. Snowden, and would issue him a passport immediately so he could travel back to the United States.

The letter also offered reassurances that the United States would not torture Mr. Snowden, the former intelligence contractor who faces criminal charges of disclosing classified information and has been hiding in an airport in Moscow in order to evade the American authorities.

“We believe these assurances eliminate these asserted grounds for Mr. Snowden’s claim that he should be treated as a refugee or granted asylum, temporary or otherwise,” Mr. Holder said in the letter, which was sent to Justice Minister Aleksandr V. Konovalov.

copy of the letter was provided to The New York Times on Friday by a Justice Department official, in response to questions about communications between the United States and Russian governments about Mr. Snowden’s fate.

The charges Mr. Snowden faces in the United States do not carry the death penalty, the letter said, adding that the United States would not seek the death penalty “even if Mr. Snowden were charged with additional death penalty-eligible crimes.”

Mr. Holder said that Mr. Snowden’s claims that he is unable to travel are false and that the United States was willing to issue him a special passport so he could return.

“Despite the revocation of his passport on June 22, 2013, Mr. Snowden remains a U.S. citizen,” Mr. Holder said. “He is eligible for a limited validity passport good for direct return to the United States. The United States is willing to immediately issue such a passport to Mr. Snowden.”

The Kremlin’s spokesman, Dmitri S. Peskov, restated Russia’s refusal to extradite Mr. Snowden, citing the lack of an extradition treaty between the two countries. “We have never surrendered anyone,” he said in a statement reported by the Interfax news agency, “and we will never do so in the future.”

At the same time, there have been indications here that the administration’s warning that President Obama could cancel a planned meeting with President Vladimir V. Putin in September if Mr. Snowden remained in Russia might be complicating the issue. A decision on granting temporary status to Mr. Snowden while officials consider his request for temporary political asylum, which had been expected this week, now appears likely to be weeks away, according to officials.

Mr. Peskov also said that Mr. Putin was resolved to avoid a deterioration in relations with the United States and that he remained in contact with “his American counterparts.”

“You can see by the president’s schedule that he has not given it up for the sake of keeping an eye on Snowden,” Mr. Peskov was quoted as saying.

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Veteran Daniel’s Eloquent Farewell Before He Takes His Own Life

From a friend… thank you for this contribution and commentary. 

The story Daniel tells is a very common one among the US war veterans, from what I understand. Few, however, are as articulate as Daniel. The idealism and energy of American youth is fed into this deeply corrupt system that cares nought for those who get drawn into its web. Are US citizens willing to continue to allow this abuse in the name of so-called “freedom”, when it has nothing to do with freedom – Americans’ or anyone else’s except those few at the very top – and I don’t mean the political “top”? And the same process is at work in all of America’s so-called allies.

What will awaken the average American from their fascination with sport, celebrity and television and their diet of slumber-inducing, obesity-creating, intentionally disease-creating food to see what is happening in front of their noses – all whilst their standard of living is being torn apart? So much has been carefully crafted to put them in this place over decades, including a diet of shrill nationalism, fed to them from the cradle. Will they awaken? My sense is not without a bomb going off in their consciousness. Something they cannot ignore. Something that, by its nature, causes them to question their very nature.

I guess we shall see…

 

Daniel’s words:

I am sorry that it has come to this.

The fact is, for as long as I can remember my motivation for getting up every day has been so that you would not have to bury me. As things have continued to get worse, it has become clear that this alone is not a sufficient reason to carry on. The fact is, I am not getting better, I am not going to get better, and I will most certainly deteriorate further as time goes on. From a logical standpoint, it is better to simply end things quickly and let any repercussions from that play out in the short term than to drag things out into the long term.

You will perhaps be sad for a time, but over time you will forget and begin to carry on. Far better that than to inflict my growing misery upon you for years and decades to come, dragging you down with me. It is because I love you that I can not do this to you. You will come to see that it is a far better thing as one day after another passes during which you do not have to worry about me or even give me a second thought. You will find that your world is better without me in it.

I really have been trying to hang on, for more than a decade now. Each day has been a testament to the extent to which I cared, suffering unspeakable horror as quietly as possible so that you could feel as though I was still here for you. In truth, I was nothing more than a prop, filling space so that my absence would not be noted. In truth, I have already been absent for a long, long time.

My body has become nothing but a cage, a source of pain and constant problems. The illness I have has caused me pain that not even the strongest medicines could dull, and there is no cure. All day, every day a screaming agony in every nerve ending in my body. It is nothing short of torture. My mind is a wasteland, filled with visions of incredible horror, unceasing depression, and crippling anxiety, even with all of the medications the doctors dare give. Simple things that everyone else takes for granted are nearly impossible for me. I can not laugh or cry. I can barely leave the house. I derive no pleasure from any activity. Everything simply comes down to passing time until I can sleep again. Now, to sleep forever seems to be the most merciful thing.

You must not blame yourself. The simple truth is this: During my first deployment, I was made to participate in things, the enormity of which is hard to describe. War crimes, crimes against humanity. Though I did not participate willingly, and made what I thought was my best effort to stop these events, there are some things that a person simply can not come back from. I take some pride in that, actually, as to move on in life after being part of such a thing would be the mark of a sociopath in my mind. These things go far beyond what most are even aware of.

To force me to do these things and then participate in the ensuing coverup is more than any government has the right to demand. Then, the same government has turned around and abandoned me. They offer no help, and actively block the pursuit of gaining outside help via their corrupt agents at the DEA. Any blame rests with them.

Beyond that, there are the host of physical illnesses that have struck me down again and again, for which they also offer no help. There might be some progress by now if they had not spent nearly twenty years denying the illness that I and so many others were exposed to. Further complicating matters is the repeated and severe brain injuries to which I was subjected, which they also seem to be expending no effort into understanding. What is known is that each of these should have been cause enough for immediate medical attention, which was not rendered.

Lastly, the DEA enters the picture again as they have now managed to create such a culture of fear in the medical community that doctors are too scared to even take the necessary steps to control the symptoms. All under the guise of a completely manufactured “overprescribing epidemic,” which stands in stark relief to all of the legitimate research, which shows the opposite to be true. Perhaps, with the right medication at the right doses, I could have bought a couple of decent years, but even that is too much to ask from a regime built upon the idea that suffering is noble and relief is just for the weak.

However, when the challenges facing a person are already so great that all but the weakest would give up, these extra factors are enough to push a person over the edge.

Is it any wonder then that the latest figures show 22 veterans killing themselves each day? That is more veterans than children killed at Sandy Hook, every single day. Where are the huge policy initiatives? Why isn’t the president standing with those families at the state of the union? Perhaps because we were not killed by a single lunatic, but rather by his own system of dehumanization, neglect, and indifference.

It leaves us to where all we have to look forward to is constant pain, misery, poverty, and dishonor. I assure you that, when the numbers do finally drop, it will merely be because those who were pushed the farthest are all already dead.

And for what? Bush’s religious lunacy? Cheney’s ever growing fortune and that of his corporate friends? Is this what we destroy lives for?

Since then, I have tried everything to fill the void. I tried to move into a position of greater power and influence to try and right some of the wrongs. I deployed again, where I put a huge emphasis on saving lives. The fact of the matter, though, is that any new lives saved do not replace those who were murdered. It is an exercise in futility.

Then, I pursued replacing destruction with creation. For a time this provided a distraction, but it could not last. The fact is that any kind of ordinary life is an insult to those who died at my hand. How can I possibly go around like everyone else while the widows and orphans I created continue to struggle? If they could see me sitting here in suburbia, in my comfortable home working on some music project they would be outraged, and rightfully so.

I thought perhaps I could make some headway with this film project, maybe even directly appealing to those I had wronged and exposing a greater truth, but that is also now being taken away from me. I fear that, just as with everything else that requires the involvement of people who can not understand by virtue of never having been there, it is going to fall apart as careers get in the way.

The last thought that has occurred to me is one of some kind of final mission. It is true that I have found that I am capable of finding some kind of reprieve by doing things that are worthwhile on the scale of life and death. While it is a nice thought to consider doing some good with my skills, experience, and killer instinct, the truth is that it isn’t realistic. First, there are the logistics of financing and equipping my own operation, then there is the near certainty of a grisly death, international incidents, and being branded a terrorist in the media that would follow. What is really stopping me, though, is that I simply am too sick to be effective in the field anymore. That, too, has been taken from me.

Thus, I am left with basically nothing. Too trapped in a war to be at peace, too damaged to be at war. Abandoned by those who would take the easy route, and a liability to those who stick it out—and thus deserve better. So you see, not only am I better off dead, but the world is better without me in it.

This is what brought me to my actual final mission. Not suicide, but a mercy killing. I know how to kill, and I know how to do it so that there is no pain whatsoever. It was quick, and I did not suffer. And above all, now I am free. I feel no more pain. I have no more nightmares or flashbacks or hallucinations. I am no longer constantly depressed or afraid or worried.

I am free.

I ask that you be happy for me for that. It is perhaps the best break I could have hoped for. Please accept this and be glad for me.

Daniel Somers

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